Chapter 117: Is that okay? Boss Yu.

Tang He Tian and Liu Wen Qing agreed to let Tang Han Qiu take Yu Ru Bing back to the Tang family mansion for the Lunar New Year, they even agreed in a direct and efficient manner. Re ad at Yu ri Trans lations

This has also been their plan from the beginning, and that was why they asked Tang Han Qiu what Yu Ru Bing liked so that they could prepare new year’s gifts and red envelopes for her.

Having found out from Tang Han Qiu’s mouth that Yu Ru Bing liked to eat sweets, so in the same way that Tang He Tian doted on his daughter, he also wanted to buy a candy store and give it to Yu Ru Bing, letting her eat as much as she wanted.

But Tang Han Qiu said that she had already bought one for her, so Tang He Tian put a stop to that thought and entered into a moment of contemplation.

Liu Wen Qing then asked Tang Han Qiu to take Yu Ru Bing back to the Tang family mansion first.

Tang Han Qiu responded with a happy okay, and after the Tang Group’s New Year’s party was over, she immediately rushed back to Ziyu Mansion with Huo Lian Hao.

She wanted to pick up her iron bar salted fish to celebrate the Lunar New Year together at home.

So that from then on, she didn’t have to spend the New Year alone anymore.

Yu Ru Bing was stunned while looking at Tang Han Qiu.

This was her first Chinese New Year since she came to this world, and there were many people who didn’t want her to be alone, so they invited her to celebrate the New Year together with them, and towards this she was grateful and cautious.

She was grateful for their gentle kindness.

But was careful not to make contact with that kindness which she couldn’t be with for long.

It’s very difficult for someone to change a habit in just a short period time. She had spent a long time trying to get used to a Chinese New Year without Lao Yu, and now wanting for her to integrate with the tenderness brought by others, and then forget about it…

That’s too cruel for her, wasn’t it?

People had the psychology to always compare, no matter how big or small it was. She didn’t want to melt into that tenderness, and then return to that loneliness just to compare it— why is God so unfair to me?

There were other people that loved them, parents who accompanied them all through out, so why didn’t she?

Why didn’t God give her the love of a mother, and untimely took away the love of her father?

So in order not to let this damn thought of wanting to compare worsen, she chose to get used to spending the Chinese New Year alone, while carefully rejecting every goodwill that others offered.

Including Tang Han Qiu’s.

“I can’t go.” Yu Ru Bing shook her head and turned her down for the first time, “That’s your home.”

It’s not my home.

You can’t let me fall into it, if one day our situation falls through and becomes exposed, my true character would be beaten back and I would be at a loss, I would be frantically helpless, and I wouldn’t… couldn’t stand it.

Tang Han Qiu was taken aback, she could clearly see the irrepressible expression of restraint and loneliness on her face.

This was the first time that she had shown such an expression.

Things that had to do with family affection had so far been her most vulnerable and sensitive point.

What iron bar salted fish, she wasn’t cold and hard enough at all, if just lightly poked on her weak point, which was family affection, she would retreat and would defeatedly run away, battered and exhausted.

But she still lived, always working harder than anyone else…

Tang Han Qiu’s heart as if it was violently seized painfully ached, this wasn’t what she wanted, she wanted to make up for all her regrets, including the untimely loss of the love from her family.

She stepped forward and directly walked towards her with a decisive attitude: “That is my home and also yours.”

Yu Ru Bing remained in place, and shook her head again: “No, that at most would be my home this year for the time being, so I still have to conduct myself in a sensible way.”

How could she go? What qualifications did she have?

Was it because she was Tang Han Qiu’s girlfriend— her fake girlfriend.

When one day their relationship ceases to exist, she would no longer have the slightest qualification to enter the Tang family home.

One day, she still had to leave.

Tang Han Qiu stopped in front of her with her own thoughts already in her heart, and she looked at her tenderly: “Then it is your turn to give me a chance.”

Yu Ru Bing hesitantly looked back into her eyes, and in them the light deep at the bottom looked gentle, and this gentleness was exactly the thing she had been thinking about for a long time.

Tang Han Qiu took out her mobile phone and opened the dice-throwing game that they played at the Chinese New Year’s party last time with a ray of expectation in her eyes, then with a soft voice lightly said: “If I roll another six, you will promise me one more condition, okay?”

Yu Ru Bing had her own determination with regards to this matter, and she couldn’t force her.

But they could leave it for providence to decide.

Yu Ru Bing’s mind was overwhelmed, endlessly swelling due to her tenderness.

Worthless Yu Ru Bing thought: Tang Han Qiu, this woman, is really so damn sweet and so damned hard to refuse…

And she… it was really useless of her liking her like this.

She really wanted to take her home, but respected her not to force her and just intended to leave it to heaven’s will.

She became a bit rattled.

However, in view of Tang Han Qiu’s history of having rolled out seven sixes, Yu Ru Bing decided to do it herself.

She was the one who needed to rely on heaven’s will to decide whether to stay or go at this moment.

To hold her ground, or let nature take its course and sink into Tang Han Qiu’s tenderness, it was all on the roll of this dice.

She took Tang Han Qiu’s cell phone and said, “Since the decision is mine, I have to throw it.”

Throwing the dice and hanging Tang Han Qiu, she became a little scared of her luck.

Yu Ru Bing added: “I’ll just throw it once, if it isn’t a six, you just go back okay.”

Tang Han Qiu: “… Okay.”

She responded.

Her willingness to agree and roll the dice was already a great concession, so the rest could only be left to the will of the heavens.

Yu Ru Bing’s fingertips stopped on the screen, her heartbeat suddenly quickening at this moment, and for a split second her decision also emerged, she felt unspeakably nervous and uneasy.

She was afraid…… Re ad at Yu ri Trans lations

Afraid that it wouldn’t be the answer she wanted, but even more afraid of it being the answer she wanted.

If only she didn’t like Tang Han Qiu, then she could still be herself and wouldn’t have so many selfish, greedy, and impulsive thoughts towards Tang Han Qiu.

But how could there be so many ifs in the world?

The timber had already been turned into a boat1, she shouldn’t hesitate, hesitation leads to defeat, then her decisiveness would’ve been for nothing!

T/N

1. 木已成舟: idiom, what’s done is done, no use crying over spilled milk

Yu Ru Bing steeled her heart and pressed her finger down without hesitation, making the dice on the screen immediately roll quickly.

Thud thud—

The two of them heard their own heartbeat, as if it were about to jump out of their chests, their eyes tightly fixed on the dice, waiting extremely nervously for it to stop and know the result.

In the next second, they simultaneously widened their eyes and looked at the dice that had stopped rolling on the screen with the number clearly displayed.

It was a six.

The unlucky queen Yu Ru Bing had smoothly rolled out a six.

Yu Ru Bing: Turning to lucky from being unlucky is just something forthcoming???

Even the heavens were pushing her into Tang Han Qiu’s arms, she suppressed the corners of her mouth from rising, and pretended to become helpless: “Tell me then, what do you want me to do?”

Tang Han Qiu looked at this six as her delicate eyebrows slightly curved with her eyes bursting forth a pleasantly surprised splendor, her lips made a deep smile making no secret of how she felt.

It was heavens will.

The heavens wanted her to take her home, and so did she…

She slowly opened her mouth: “I want you to treat me as your family.”

She had no family, so let it be herself.

Yu Ru Bing was stunned and looked at her with an expressionless stare.

Tang Han Qiu gently held her hand and softly said: “Other children have it, so our Ru Bing should also have it. Others have families, so of course our Ru Bing should also have them.”

It was just like what she said to her at the Chinese New Year’s party— what others had, you must also have them too.

A sour feeling surged to the tip of her nose, clearly nothing had happened, but Yu Ru Bing’s eyes hopelessly turned red, her heart turned sour and she felt like wanting to cry a little bit.

She had been calling her as one of the other children, but today, she had also become one of those children for Tang Han Qiu.

Tang Han Qiu with her voice still gentle, unhurriedly said: “I know what you are worried about, what you are afraid of, and why you refuse.”

“But as I have said, as long as you are here, I will always be with you and help you make up for all your regrets.”

“If you don’t have a well-known friend in this world, then I will be the one. If you don’t have a family, I will be it too. I will accompany you a far as you want to go. I will give you whatever you lack.”

“There’s only one thing,” She squeezed her hand and looked at her unblinkingly, “that is you have to believe me, believe that I will always be with you, support you, I will not leave you by yourself and let you be alone.”

She gave a gentle and brilliant smile: “Is that okay? Boss Yu.”

Yu Ru Bing blinked her long eyelashes as tears quietly fell out of her eyes.

This was her courage, her entire support, and the person she would defend until death.

With how Tang Han Qiu treated her until now, what reason did she have not to fight for her?

What Lord Goddess, what system, in front of Tang Han Qiu’s smile, there was nothing to be afraid of.

In this world, nothing could compare with her Qiu Qiu.

She held Tang Han Qiu’s hand back, clearly shedding tears from her eyes, but the corners of her mouth rose: “Benefactor, you must know that when I become your family it would mean that you would accompany me every year for the Chinese New Year.”

“Even one year cannot be skipped.”

Tang Han Qiu wiped away her tears for her, and replied: “Of course, your family will accompany you every year for the Chinese New Year, and skipping even one year cannot be regarded.”

Yu Ru Bing blinked a few times, the tears brightening her eyes: “Did you know what I wanted to do when I saw the candies on the table today?”

Tang Han Qiu: “Hm?”

“I wanted to do this,” Yu Ru Bing with a big smile laughed, she stretched out her hand to hug her tightly, and said in her ear, “Qiu Qiu, you are so good!”

Tang Han Qiu was helping her make up for her regrets one by one, and was doing her best to give her what she wanted.

The relationship between them, from friends, to revolutionary comrades, to a relationship of being kept and to the present of being a family, step by step it overlayed each one by one, although the lovers relationship she wanted most wasn’t included, but between them their relationship had become closer and stronger.

Regardless of the future, at least right now she was satisfied.

Her Qiu Qiu was so good, her Qiu Qiu was the best in the world!

Yu Ru Bing sniffed through her stuffed nose and suddenly remembered the two elders of the Tang family, her happiness suddenly froze— wait, to take her back to celebrate the Chinese New Year wasn’t just Tang Han Qiu’s presumptuous proposition, and the two elders of the Tang family haven’t agreed yet, right?!

Yu Ru Bing became frightened, if that’s the case, doesn’t she have to stage a rich family play when she goes back?

If not, then come Chinese New Year there would be a melodramatic show…

Yu Ru Bing said carefully: “Then… Director Tang and the others won’t be angry, will they?”

Tang Han Qiu smiled and patted her waist, then asked, “What are you saying? Girlfriend.”

Yu Ru Bing stood up and looked at her with a dazed expression.

Tang Han Qiu urged: “Go and change, they are waiting for us at home.”

“If we go back too late, they will worry.”

Yu Ru Bing: “!!!”

Without a word, she immediately rushed to change her clothes and put on some makeup, after finishing all this as quickly as possible, she hurriedly pushed her luggage to the door.

Tang Han Qiu stood outside the door waiting for her, feeling amused as she watched her in a hurry, but she still stretched out her hand to her: “Let’s go.”

“Go home for the Chinese New Year.”

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18 comments

  1. Wow that speech from Tang Han Qiu was amazing, I almost cried alongside Yu Ru Bing.

    “What Lord Goddess, what system, in front of Tang Han Qiu’s smile, there was nothing to be afraid of.“

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  2. Yep that got me, I shed 1 or 2 years throughout this … A lively, strong willed, happy-go-lucky and always ready to stand up for herself and other person like Bing Bing becoming so vulnerable ? Refusing Qiu Qiu outright afraid of what’s to come? Qiu Qiu’s words to her ? Damn bro it just got me right in the kokoro, I love happy romances but seeing someone get a family sometimes can hit just as hard.

    That said … That saidddddddd …….. Hehehe well you all already know, this would have been a nice time for a confession but welp not today ….

    Mannnnnn I really, really hope that they don’t only get together till the very end that’d suck, I want at least 20+ chapters of them as a couple at the very least and not just this longing for each other that’s sad and frustrating to read through when they both want the same thing ….

    Great chap though.

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  3. Most likely “Lord Goddess” is a freaking megalomaniac criminal in direct violation of Space/Time Law. Hence why they are hunting that Thot down. I can’t wait for them to break down her door and whoop her ass for being an insufferable bitch.

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  4. “I know what you are worried about, what you are afraid of, and why you refuse.

    But as I have said, as long as you are here, I will always be with you and help you make up for all your regrets.”

    THQ, the sweetest, most tender constant for YRB in this world.

    I cannot. She has always taken YRB for what she is, and always there for her for her vulnerabilities. T.T

    Please, I don’t even know how the jump went from fake-girlfriend to being kept. You are both going through all the possible hoops before being officially together, aren’t you?

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